Holiday Plan I

Boring holiday... Well, not anymore! I'm going back to KL tomorrow for a gathering of matriculation friends... Actually it's just a gathering of my gang, so there'll only be less than 10 people.. (Well, I'm not quite sure, the organizer is not me!) I'm sure we're going to have great fun! If the plan hasn't been changed, we'll be going to Sunway and maybe stay one night there.. ^^

Then I'll head straight to Kajang on the 5th of Dec for OT (Orchestra Traditional, I play flute.) practise camp from 6 to 8 Dec. I'm quite nervous actually, because I don't know many people in OT, and many of my friends won't go... But I think I can learn a lot, that's why I decided to go! Besides, it's also an opportunity for me to get to know more people, right? Haha..

So people, I won't be online-ing for a week starting tomorrow! If anyone of you miss me, you could sms or call me whenever you like! Haha... ^^

Thank goodness nothing happened… 15/11/2007

We didn’t sleep again last night! Well, since it’s the last paper already (C++ Programming) and I don’t think I’ll score in Calculus and Statistics, I hope I could get better result for programming.

As so many times before, we stayed until about 7 o’clock in the morning, and we’re all hungry and tired due to studying and facing the laptop all night… So Hao agreed to take us to McD for breakfast! But then after the breakfast, while we’re on the way back to UKM, a ‘little’ accident happened… I couldn’t tell whose fault, but our car scratched another car that’s coming from behind when we cut into another road… >.<>st-year…

I didn’t know why, but I was quite calm when it happened… Maybe I was too surprise rather than scared. It’s only when we’re heading back to UKM then I felt terrified as I recalled what occurred! I mean, if we or they drove too fast, it might not just be a bit of scratch on the car… Thank goodness no one got hurt…

Life is so unpredictable… Everyone knows that! But I wonder who’d really care what it truly means… Now here I am, sitting at the café and blogging, but who knows what will happen next?!

“If you got something that you need to say, you better say it right now cause you don’t have another day,”—Vitamin C

A questionaire 4 boys only !

Well, I'd had my laptop battery charged, let's continue with blogging.

Erm... My friends and I were kind of boring yesterday (due to study statistics...) So we came up with a questionaire! Anyone who's got time to answer it, you could leave a comment to let me know the answers! ^^

WHAT TYPE OF GAL YOU LIKE?
1	Characteristic
	Shy
	Talkative
	Blur-blur
	Sporting
	Cute
	Playful
	Study-type
	Sexy
	Funny
	Childish
	Mother-like
	小鸟依人
	主动
2	Appearance
	a) Hair
	Long/Short/Shoulder-length
	With colour (wat colour?)
	Permed/Straight
	b) Eyes
	Big/Small
	单眼皮/双眼皮
	c) Skin tone
	Fair
	Medium
	Dark
	d) Height
	<150
	150-160
	160-170
	>170
3	Spectacles
4	Nail colour
	With colour (wat colour?)
	Without colour
5	Makeup
	With makeup (light/heavy?)
	Without makeup
6	Apparels
	a) Top
	Tube
	Spagethis
	Sleeveless
	T-shirt
	b) Bottom (skirt)
	Long
	Knee-length
	Short
	Mini
	c) Bottom (pants)
	Long
	3 quarters
	Knee-length
	Short
	d) Innerwear
	Colour (pls specify)
	With/Without lace
	e) Shoes
	Slippers
	Sandals
	High heels
	Sport shoes
	娃娃鞋
7	Virgin

Thanks for the steamboat

Study, study and study lately... Like sky said, no more love, love and love... Haha... We'd all been so tensed because 3 major exams are coming up, and we're still struggling to finish the syllabus in time!

It'd been a relief that yesterday we all went out to eat steamboat... It cheered all of us up! (though we'd only just went to Mid Valley the day...) It's great to have several hours without facing the books. Haha... Here, I think I should thank Wei's boyfriend for giving us a ride, and also Ad for leading the way (even though we realised after that he's taking us to the same place Wei took us to last time... Haha...)

P/S: Low battery... I think I'll continue tomorrow! ^^

Outing @ Mid Valley

Last night was a great night. As we won’t have another exam paper in one week, so Xiew Tung, Chau Shen, Ching Shuang and I decided to go shopping in Mid Valley. Leon and Julian came too, and also two of my friends in UTAR and KTAR, Yee Long and Zhong Hoo. It’d been such a long time since I last saw Zhong Hoo (two years ago?) well, he did change a lot; I couldn’t even recognize him when I saw his back! I was quite touched Julian and Yee Long could come actually, because Julian's actually sick and he just had his exam in the morning, I'm sure he's very tired... And Yee Long was working the day before, he told me he slept at 2am! I hope he could have enough rest by the time he got back...

Anyway, we watched a movie called ‘Stardust’. At first, I thought it was nothing spectacular, just a usual love story, as a young man, Tristan, wanted to catch a star to win the heart of his dream girl, Victoria. Then the story went on… (I don’t want to spoil the surprise here, go and watch it by yourself!) It turned out that it’s very touching and at the same time, exciting too! I personally would like to watch it for a 2^nd time!

As we wanted to buy a present for Xiew Tung, we asked Leon to get her somewhere else, by the way they could have a 'testing date' what... Haha.. We'd quite a laugh on Xiew Tung's rank (for boys, of course!) Here I couldn't tell you who's her no. 1 choice, but I'll give her my full support! I think I'll make one ranking for myself when I'm free too! I wonder who'll get the topmost place... Hehe... But still, like Yvanne in 'Stardust' said, "Love is unconditional, unexpectable, uncontrollabe, unbearable... etc etc..." ^^

I know I'm bluffing... Forgive me if you can't understand what I try to say...

I know I’m bluffing… Forgive me if you can’t understand what I try to say…

Is it because of the exam? I don’t know. I feel sad today after coming back from Jing Shuang’s room. I always believe that eating chocolates help me feel better when I’m down, but today it’s doesn’t help either.

I really need someone to talk to, a close friend, who I can confide in without feeling ashamed or embarrassed. But I don’t think I’ve found him/her yet. I once had a friend in matriculation. She is my best friend of all my best friends! I could tell her anything, from my favorite clothes to my deepest secret. But then it’s the graduation and she’s now in UPM with her new friends and I with mine.

Will I be able to find someone like her again in UKM? I hope by then I could have someone to talk to when I have troubles. Maybe I always give the others impression that I’m a very funny and happy person. I try to make people laugh whenever I’m with them, because I feel happy too when I see them smile! But it’s not that I won’t feel sad. I try to conceal it within me only because I don’t want people to think that I’m very emotional or weak.

Sometimes I have feeling that I’m different from the others. I feel weird being an 18-year-old girl in university. People around me always change since primary school. I skipped Standard 4 and make new friends, and then I went secondary school and make new friends there in Kuala Kangsar. After graduation, I went Matriculation College in Negeri Sembilan alone and again I make new friends there. Now I’m here in UKM while most of my friends in UPM and some of my friends still dealing with STPM. My friends always say I’m very lucky because I’m still very young! But I don’t like people treating me like a little girl… I know I’m not mature enough, but I’ll try to do my best! Just don’t forget about me… I’ll try to meet more people and be more sociable; just don’t forget about me…

Exam, exam, exam...

Never before had I felt so depressed after exam... Last Friday I'd had my mid sem exam for Statistic and I sucked so bad! It's like just sitting over there in Kompleks Bestari and I can't do anything to answer the exam sheet! Like my friend said, he'd wasted one hour there just to get air-conditioned... Before this, I never had to worried about any exam, especially for questions to do with Mathematics... But now, all these things that deal with probability and random variables, it's been a miracle I can still sit here blogging.

Well, what's done is done.. Now I can do nothing with the mid exam, so my coursemates and I went to Sungei Wang! (Though my mind still lingered around the exam paper...) Quite relaxing after all those assignments and mid sem. We even took a 'big-heads' snap! We had fun, but now I had only about $10 left in my purse... I guess I'll have to eat cup mee for the rest of this week..

Finally (and unwillingly), study week had started to let us prepare for the final exams. Though I had the chance to go back home, but the fact is that now we'd only less than 1 month until the final exams! Can't relax too much! =P

Convocation 35

It'd been such a long time since I updated my blog. There'd been so many things to be done, especially with last week konvokesyen, and all sorts of assignments, I can hardly breath! Well, life still has to go on, isn't it? Though I'm very busy with homework and projects, I don't think writing blog is considered a waste of time (like some of my friends do), as this is the only place where I can express my feelings in words..

Well, thank goodness now that convocation's finally over! I'd tried my best to attend to as many sessions as possible, especially when there're choir seniors graduating. The moment that I enjoyed most was when we all sang 'Music Speak to Me Now' in a circle (kinda 'syok sendiri'.. haha.. but feel good^^) for the graduating seniors and the going-to-graduate seniors. And of course we won't miss out the 'lambung' of those graduating seniors, I even got the chance of 'lambung-ing' Yun Xin (KK was so nervous, maybe he thought we don't have enough strength, but we made it!) Singing for the convo's indeed a great experience for me.. Although it's very boring while waiting there and we had to fake our enthusiasm while singing 'Nyalakan Tekad' and 'Tanjung Puteri', it helps me to understand more about Choir, and also get closer with all of the choir members.

A big thank you to all choir members and of course, Eugene, for letting me to join in this great big family...

Life in UKM

Finally, my 1st ever blog is formed. I wish I could jolt down everything that's happened in my life here, to be kept as a record (something like a diary)...

Well, 1st thing 1st, I've started my life here in UKM for about a month now. I checked in to KPZ (Kolej Pendeta Za'ba), the buildings are quite new, and the food here is quite tasty compared to the other colleges' (that's what i heard from my friends..) But still, this college that i stay now is really far from my faculty! (I study Statistics, at FST) I get frustrated sometimes while I wait for the UKM buses, and the way we fight to get into the bus, you'll think we're mad... Most of the times I'm more willing to stand than to fight the way through with the others... Well, that's nothing to be complaint though, I can't change it right? I'm getting used to it now, and i've got a bunch of friends here in Za'ba too! Now we're planning to stay here next year...

Oh yeah... There's something else I want to share, I'm joining the UKM Choir now! During the audition, I was so nervous that I kept twisting my fingers behind my back! Haha... But everything is ok now, the seniors there are all very nice, helping us to learn songs for Pesta Konvo.. We've overall 13 songs to practise, sometimes trying to remember the lyrics and tunes is driving me mad! Still, I get excited everytime there's practise session on Sunday and Tuesday night. Singing in a team is nothing like i've done before, and great pleasure always come everytime we learn a new song together.

Uni life is different from what i'd experienced in secondary school or matriculation (except for lectures and tutors... Still very boring...), it's a totally new life, yet I long to experience more from here...